wow...where the hell have i gone??

i nearly actually forgot all about this site. i'm such a space case sometimes. i haven't updated this since July?? wow

i started school in september which has been causing me no end of stress!! boys have come in and out, which surprisingly hasn't fazed me too mcuh. i'm trying to find a job (which is turning out to be a hard feat indeed) and my living situation has gotten really bad so now i'm not sure where to move to. i have two options one costs more but will be with friends and gives me more freedoms. the other option only gives me some sense of security. but costs more in the short term. ugh!

i have another blog that i update a lot more, but i still enjoy posting and redesigning this page. if you want to read a bit more in depth ramblings let me know and i'll send you the link.

for those of you in or returning to toronto for christmas break i'm thinking of organizing a get together, but i need to know who would actually be interessted and if anyone wanted to help me organize it. it would most likely a 19+ outing...but we could also have a segment that had no age limitations.

leave a message here or send me a message me on msn if you're at all interessted

i really should update this thing, and the appearance *shrug*, til then this should entertain you...

some words of wisdom

As I've Matured...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in...

I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.

I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.

I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.

I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.